the tao of CHRONIC PAIN: SUFFERING IS OPTIONAL. HERE'S HOW TO FIND THE TEACHER INSIDE.
"I feel like I'm letting my family down," she said, tears streaming down her face. "I'm not there for my kids, I'm missing important events, and I feel guilty because I've become the burden."
Of course the stress was terrible and it was feeding back into her pain--making it worse. Her doctor gave her high doses of opioids to dial down the pain, but the meds made her mentally foggy. Even with such powerful painkillers, she was anxious a lot, fearing the next spike of pain. Her husband was concerned about the medication, and so was she. She didn't want to take pills, but she couldn't live with the pain.
Jolene represents a kind of nightmare scenario that I see all too often at the pain clinic. My job as a psychologist is not to cure such pain--some pain doesn't go away. Instead, like the famous proverb attributed to Buddha--pain is inevitable, suffering is optional--my job is to reduce suffering. In my practice I explore what might be called the Tao of pain--the way of mastering pain--that is deeply rooted in Eastern philosophy and spirituality. Often, my work involves teaching people to surrender to the present moment and all that it encompasses--with nonjudgment--allowing patients to begin to embody acceptance of what is rather than to fight futilely against themselves.
Many of my patients need to learn that to resist is to feed the very thing they are resisting. They will never "conquer their pain." With the acceptance of pain in this moment, they are freed to begin focusing on the actions that will provide comfort and self-care, and therefore reduce their suffering--sometimes dramatically. The training can prevent an overreliance on medical interventions and the health problems related to medications. Such understanding and practices can also help prevent pain from spiraling out of control in the first place.
WHAT IS PAIN?
Pain is a catchall term for an uncomfortable if not noxious experience. Examples of emotional pain are crushing sadness, depression, and grief. Examples of painful physical experiences include torturous stabbing or burning pain. There is so much overlap and shared neurobiology between physical and emotional pain that rendering distinctions between the two can be trivial. I became a pain psychologist in part because I learned that lesson the hard way. (See the box "The Making of a Pain Psychologist.")
Though exceptions apply, humans are largely bio-behaviorally hardwired to escape pain, regardless of its form. In other words, pain is a warning meant to promote survival. In part, physical pain works through triggering emotional responses--fear, anxiety, and anger--all of which motivate action to escape from the source of pain and potentially from physical harm. A child who is painfully attacked by a cat will quickly learn to escape the cat, and to fear and perhaps to hate cats. Humans are hardwired to behave in ways that foster escape, avoidance of pain, and safety.
Persistent or chronic pain is different because it no longer has survival value. Chronic pain is internally generated, and as such there is no external threat or potential harm to run away from. However, the body and the nervous system do not understand this distinction. To the body and the nervous system, pain is pain. Stress responses and neurobiological processes to facilitate escape are set in motion, despite the fact that one cannot escape a migraine or back pain in the same way that one can remove a hand from a hot stove. The common pain-related emotions--fear, anxiety, and anger--fuel more pain, despair, and suffering.
A critical part of the solution is simple but far from easy, because it runs counter to our hardwired biology: It is to be in the midst of pain--with nonreactivity and nonjudgment, and with compassion for self and others.
PAIN AS A TEACHER
Nobody wishes to have chronic pain. Like many major diseases and health problems, chronic pain can alter the trajectory of one's life course and perceived destiny. Chronic pain can greatly limit engagement in activities, relationships, and one's roles and responsibilities to the point that it threatens one's identity. Feelings of injustice may set in. Anger directed at oneself and one's body may arise as people feel their body has failed them. Feelings of betrayal or abandonment may also arise and be directed toward one's body, others, or even God. While such feelings are understandable and can be hard to avoid, they make the problem worse.
Less appreciated--but much more helpful to reduce suffering--is chronic pain's role as a teacher and an opportunity for personal and spiritual growth. Living with pain limits one's energetic resources, thereby forcing a reflection on one's real priorities, life goals, self-concept, and identity. Chronic pain can force individuals to begin giving to themselves--filling their own cup first--so that they may offer others a drink, too. To function maximally and continue to be of service to others, self-care must become a priority.
The cultivation of self-compassion, learning to honor oneself, and making authentic choices that align with one's deepest desires is holy work. Pain can provide the opportunity to set appropriate limits with others and with oneself; in doing so, right relationships may emerge, and imbalances may be corrected. In this way, pain can be the teacher that shapes behavior toward honoring oneself. In doing so, wisdom is cultivated.
In working with Jolene, multiple family stressors came to light. She was doing far too much for the family, mainly out of guilt, and entirely at the expense of herself and her pain. Through our work together Jolene acquired skills to manage her stress, pain, and fear about disappointing others and herself. She learned about the importance of self-care, and set out to do the difficult work to begin saying no to others in her life, in order to save herself.
At first, she was met with some resistance from her husband and daughters, all of whom were used to her doing things for them. In the past, she would have retreated into old, unhelpful patterns of doing for everyone else, thereby fueling her cycles of pain. After working together, she found she was able to challenge some of her old thinking and adopt a longer-range view. "I began to see that setting day-to-day limits with my family was actually an investment in us being able to do more together tomorrow. And, I am more present with them because I'm not suffering like I was."
As she began doing less for others and focusing more on her daily yoga, walks, relaxation skills, and activity-pacing, her anxiety, stress, and pain improved. She started sleeping better and so felt less tired and painful the next day. She began cutting down on her opioid medication because she was having fewer pain flares. Over time, she found she had more energy and was enjoying things more. "I feel stable and less fragile," she said. "I still have pain, but I'm no longer at the mercy of pain." She began journaling, discovered an authentic desire to cultivate creativity, and committed time each day to this endeavor. Out of difficult circumstances, through chronic pain management Jolene acquired wisdom about self-compassion, self-care, authentic choices, and empowered living.
Beth Darnall PhD is Clinical Professor in the Department of Anesthesiology, Perioperative and Pain Medicine at Stanford University and author of books including Less Pain, Fewer Pills: Avoid the Dangers of Prescription Opioids and Gain Control over Chronic Pain. Her work has been featured in Psychology Today, San Francisco Chronicle, New York Magazine, Forbes, Scientific American, Washington Post, and TIME Magazine. bethdarnall.com
Breathe2Relax: A free meditation app from the Department of Defense, t2health.dcoe.mil/mediakit/breath2relax-mobile-application
Headspace: A widely acclaimed guided meditation app available from iTunes. Headspace.com
"Enhanced Pain Management": a binaural audio CD and MP3 audiofile; 20-minute relaxation includes diaphragmatic breathing, progressive muscle relaxation, and autogenic training ($6). bullpub.com/catalog/Enhanced-Pain-Management-Binaural-Relaxation-CD
Less Pain, Fewer Pills: Avoid the dangers of prescription opioids and gain control over chronic pain. [c]2014 by Beth Darnall PhD. (Includes Enhanced Pain Management Relaxation MP3 audiofile/CD)
The American Chronic Pain Association. theacpa.org
Pain Toolkit of more than 50 different videos related to self-management of chronic pain. Paintoolkit.org
"Understanding pain and what to do about it in less than five minutes." youtube.com/watch?v=RWMKucuejls
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|Date:||Dec 29, 2017|
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