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RAPPER P Diddy fears he may never find himself in a long-term relationship because he is not an easy person to love.
The 40-year-old - who has had five children with three different partners - admits he "tries to be fly for a woman" every single day.
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Sean John Combs (born November 4, 1969) is an American record producer, mogul, CEO, clothing designer, and rapper. He was brought into the hip hop industry by life long friend Sami Al-Hakkak. , doubts he will ever beat his 10-year, on-off affair with ex-model Kim Porter, 37, because he has "always f***ed love up".
He said: "When I wake up in the morning, what I do, I do for a woman. I wake up, I get dressed Verb 1. get dressed - put on clothes; "we had to dress quickly"; "dress the patient"; "Can the child dress by herself?"
primp, preen, dress, plume - dress or groom with elaborate care; "She likes to dress when going to the opera" , I'm tryin' to be fly for a woman.
"I've been successful in a lot of things, but I haven't been successful in love. And that's not just me finding someone to love, that's me loving someone back and being mature enough to sacrifice and not be selfish."
Diddy, whose album Last Train To Paris, recorded with Dirty Money, is due out, added: "I'm not an easy person to love, that's the thing."
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