Company British Columbia, 1858.
Company
British Columbia, 1858.
this land
is the company's own
ed, paid for. I wander it.
prospecting, guessing, divining ground, counting
days till
this transforms to home. In
my holy ghostly breath, I whisper fissured work songs in
to hollowness, songs like the bones of eagle's wings under
cutting some corner of blue. wings
like spades cutting, under
wind and blue. in the in
terior, prospecting, guessing, cutting, carrying
pieces back to Victoria where
wood clapped
together makes side
'walks, creaking, sounding
like scars, my boots cracking
in the half-made streets, tacking
from saloon to general store, mud caking,
British Columbia itself flushed, hardening,
shaping, they call
the HBC cash 'script' you can ex
change it for bottled destiny, ships in
side or sin
sold by the shot. bottle of hot
white
gin. bottle that could be chopped, used
for.slide guitar, turned
to wailing, bur ain't. I
just shuffle on in
to the in
terior again, an emptier of earth, shovelling,
this my dusty bustle, a dirt rustler, three cards face
down, I shuffle
script for bread, breath, heart, preciousness.
an earth bone ex
posed. I, the sluiceshaker,
the cash-maker, chasing
money money pounds almighty, singin, workin, spinnin
an alloy pan at the river's side
good great God Lord give me strength
to take another stone upfrom the well of stones.
Good great God Lord give me strength
to take my heart on home someday.
panning, like a fool, for Pangaea, hymning
church on Sunday, next to the white folks
canon-shaped choruses, Anglican-cold.
church on Sunday, nuggets of wisdom.
church on Sunday niggers of gold
while all I wish there was was some
one good enough to preach me up
one wailing stone to take me, take me, take me,
make me be
lieve, amen on into Psalm 137, every time I hear the word
or lift a rock out of this here heaven,
I cave and break
down with desire for some
familiar some
thing in my ear, faces
I can hear. y'hear? always
all I wish there was was some
one good enough to perch me
here. cutting the solitaire preaching
I would cry
If I was the crying kind
I would sigh
If I was the sighin kind
just what kind of kind I am
no man
ever can
signify
never
really been in the in
side, but my woman says we peopling.
she say, 'calling one down.' way she walk
say gonna be a girl, so we set to name her
proud, gonna name her
nine names, gonna make it
sound like singing
when she get called
in from playing
Babylonia Camarilla
Indigo Ellie Amaranth Sam
Ephiphany Apocrypha Peripepeteia
Smith
'BC' for short. We
seeking nothing but unpicked-over dreams,
a seat in the pew,
a psalm or two in palm,
a seat up close
to whatever show is rolling along,
and if the chorus got no soul
we'll get by on the creak
of the floor boards.
syncopate it in our minds
cause we the syncopating kind
and shufflers of all kinds of dust.
we are shufflers of all kinds of dust.
my woman beats another house's rugs.
we are movers, we are makers, we are par
takers of the good great God Lord's everlasting synthesis
of particles and articles,
articulations of chapter,
chant,
verse,
reverse,
sluice,
deuteronomy,
duty,
allegiance to
whichever union shuffles us some
thing resembling justice
my daughter's mother beats the settled dust from out the rugs
of others'
houses.
dashing.
dashing.
we are people of the dash, and I,
my church;
founded on the dashing stones.
whichever pieces make their way &sough the sluice gate shining
enough
to shape into something resembling something enough
to made for tokens or rickets to rake us someday
good great
God Lord
all the way back where we came from.
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